Black in Medicine

http://www.npr.org/2013/05/01/178442772/for-a-black-doctor-building-trust-by-slowing-down?sc=17&f


Last week I was venting to my friend... These nurses keep looking at me funny and they keep asking who I am ?? I clearly have on a name tag and a white coat.
I often have to introduce myself VERY clearly to let people know who I am. HELLO I AM YOUR DOCTOR. NO NOT THE CLEAN UP PERSON, NO NOT RESPIRATORY THERAPY, NO I DONT HAVE YOUR FOOD TRAY....

It is often very frustrating. It is truly a daily battle. If I'm nice I'm still handed attitude, when I'm stern then I'm accused of having an attitude. My decision making capabilities are often questioned and nurses frequently ask my senior the same question after they have spoken to me. I can tell when certain patients are uncomfortable and I have to tread with extra confidence to make them more comfortable.. or when a humble approach will make them more comfortable and trusting.

I say all this to say... I often think these experiences are in my head and that this couldn't really be the daily burden that I deal with. I talk to my friend who is also in medicine... And we say.. .maybe its just our hospital. This article reminded me that it's not just me. The job is hard and being black and doing the job is even harder.

The key take away point is how do I deal with this experience. For now I will do my best to spread love and cheer. Turn bitterness from heart. I will check someone if they REALLY act crazy. Try and remember I'm here for the patients.

AND at the end of the day.... Just knowing I'm not alone in these challenges is enough to help me keep pushing on.


JAM OF THE NIGHT
I would play versace versace versace.. I'm feeling slightly hood.. ;0
I will refrain.

Sooo Fanatasia Kinda did her thing on these two songs.